i realised.. quite recently.. like 5 secs ago that I'm more individualistic than I thought I was... independent would probably be a better word.. but let's spare the euphemisms here.
I crave for free will and my ability to move go do what I want, whenever i want.
do not misunderstand. this is a FAR cry from whining abt being in a rs (which by the way I am enjoying) and is a further cry away from being a complain.
in this matter-of-fact entry, I'm simply stating and show casing my horribly slow understanding of myself. at SUCH a age, I prob should already have known myself a notch better and should have already taken steps to keep this "phoenix" (as in X men?? ... get it?! pFfT) within me in check.
yet time and time again, I leash out on my poor unsuspecting victim of a boyfriend and force on him the taste of my wrath - aka unreasonable, highly unstable nature. (for that I apologise. on PMS's behalf, I apologise.)
on this note, I shall... leave blogger and give my bf a call to apologise for my uncalled for hostility this morning. hAH! blogging HELPS I'm telling you.
Hi, My name is Joyce and I'm an addict.
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