i was told to expect... to not let valentines slip by.. to not say.. " it's ok... " again this year.
... i guess i should have learnt.

aren't special occasions suppose to be celebrated because they didn't come just every other day?
isn't that what makes these days... worth celebrating? ...

we don't go out to nice places to eat because these places are kept of special days.. but when these special days come around and we still don't go... then.. when? ... when will we ever? ...

stop bluffing me.
you always bluff me... always get my hopes up... only to say.. " no.. not this time... not now... "

i feel like a kid.
i should just go for dinners with ppl who actually do go with me... keeping these places for us just because i wanna go with you, just because i wanna experience the place with you doesn't seem to make quite as much sense this time around...