i think i've never really quite belonged to a group of friends.
in primary school.. i was the lone english speaking girl in my clique.
in secondary school.. i was the lazy, just-do-well-enough kinda girl in my group of hardworking friends
in JC.. i was too guai for the party people but too rowdy for the guai ppl
in Uni.. i was... uhm... i dunno... alone too... except for kim who's graduated...
sigh.. it's hard for me to make friends. Girls think i'm crazy... and I don't really like having guy friends... but it's the guys who are less judgmental and critical of the things i say and do. I don't have to pretend around guys... i can just bitch, burp, chew unglamorous-ly, laugh out loud, make crude jokes, talk about sex...
with girls? .. they just clam up and act all lady-like. pFft PUH-LeAse! ....
"huh? what is thAaAaaT? "
" what does thAAaAT mean? EeeW! so crude! can you PLEASE?? "
hah. right.
girls are tough to be friends with.
but i WANT girl friends... tsk. suck it up bitch.
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