that issue of trust and the boundaries of trust has always.. ALWAYS bugged me.
tsk. i KNOW someday... i will no longer be able to hide behind my history with horrible two-timing fuck heads; nor can I blame my crazy active imagination on the severe damage I had to endure as a naive innocent gullible and utterly unprotected young teenager on them.
BUT.. as unhealthy as I am aware that being suspicious or letting my mind run amok is... i am unable to find that antidote to my own venom.
is this a stage, a phase i can "out-grow" ?
if not, then someone.. please help me out here.
I need to be healthy again.
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