the saddest little girl in town (Part Duex)

so. in order to cushion myself from this rude awakening... I have with me.. 2 new pets. Goldfish really...
channeling my love and affection to them.. cha..aA.. Nn..e..Li..nG..... *Zing ZING*

sigh... Colin was right... BF withdrawal syndrome.. KiCking in so hard it hurts in the balls...

tsk..
i would LOVE to start on the list of things I'll miss without my sugar bunny honey darling chocolate coated hunka hunka of a man ... Adrianey Lowsy... but.. it'll prob take too long.. besides.. i now have TRUCK LOADS of time to waste .. i mean.. kill.. i mean... to seriously ponder upon and note down meticulously the things the absence of my sugar bunny honey darling chocolate coated hunka hunka of a man have caused me to miss.. soOo much... I'll do the list another time...

darling.. dArling... you should be punished for making me feel this way ... ... SoOOb!