envious

i'm really jealous of couples who still get the tingles when they think about each other.
I envy them and wonder what it takes to maintain the head-spins even after being together for so SO long.

have we gotten so used to having each other around that we somehow wish that we really weren't.

what's normal?
what's abnormal?
what's too much?
what's not enough?

feels like we need to jump- start our relationship.

.. or maybe just go back to the start to set things on the right path.
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I've overspent this Christmas

2 dresses
1 vest
1 pair of heels
face moisturizer
whitening essence
golf balls
Havaianas flip flops
t shirt
under-dress slip
Gift exchange present
2 books- Twilight and New Moon
Belts & Bracelet
his presents.

mm. but i feel really happy spending on Christmas prezzies... :D