grey areas, expectations and how they kill

I am damn bloody tired now..... but in place of THIS very entry.. will be my scholarly thoughts on the above topic when my brains wake up and start functioning like a proper human being... and not a fuckin slave driven underpaid overworked employee... who have willing submitted herself to fate, reminding herself time and time again how SUCH a working experience is worth all this shitty while.

I feel like throwing a tantrum. will you catch it for me?