it's insane when you think you're free from the judging eye of the world at any point of time in life.
no matter where you go, what you do or say or even think... if within their means, people will choose to take away any fraction of joy, relief and happiness from your tiny clutchin hands...

judgemental, critical, disbelieving cynic... get the hell away from me.

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i like my life... and i KNOW how this may sound horrendously contradicting sometimes..

i like the friends i have... strong and good enough to comfort and hold when you're down and out...not judging or analysing you even when you're pouring your pains to them in the most unintellectual, unglam manner.. at the same time.. fun and relaxed enough to let you fall and make a fool of yourself every once in a while.. huh.huh.

i think that pretty much explains life itself- being able to allow yourself to make mistakes, then stand up, recover and learn from it. so shit happens.. and we all bleed... but tt doesn't mean we pad ourselves and walk through life always and forever uptight and cautious... i still go for those DAMN trekking trips although I come back all cut up and bruised each time I embark on one... HAHhaHa..! -kiddin lah AH... odac-ians.. chill chill... the treks planned are FAAR from damned.. on the contrary... they always turn out like another lollipop memory.

i am relaxed because I know God looks out for me...
this is what I believe.
everything in moderation. nothing in evil intentions.