Saturday, October 20, 2007

finances.

I'm so fucking pissed off!

I hate being financially tied up and here I am.. subjecting myself to this TORMENT!!

I can't go out for drinks.. i can't buy gifts for my brother.. i can't do SHIT...!

and it's doubly frustrating NOW because i NEED RETAIL THERAPY...!

it's always been my haven and my peace of mind.. my zen zone... my nerve calm-er... and now.... i can't even bloody smell the zone, the peace, the calm... much less experience it...!!

God help me. Puh-LeasSe help me...!

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