Saturday, October 13, 2007

not impressed.

i didn't drop him a msg today.. not at lunch.. not after work... and he didn't drop me any either...

for as long as I remember... I would say a " Hi. how's your day going?" or a " So what have you been doing today? busy? ending late?" ...

but from him? ... today? ... zilch... not at lunch... not after work... not even when i failed to send an sms till 3 in the morning here to say " goodnight" ...

no.. " up so late?" or " studying?" ... ....

... and yeah.. we're talking abt the same guy i wake up at 4 in the a.m to talk to...

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i was at cell earlier on.. and we were talking about indecision and how that could affect our lives.
indecision would cause instability in many aspects... relationships was one.

normally, i would admit to being indecisive on my take with any relationship.
should i commit? can i commit?
will this last? do i want this to last?
how much should i give? should i give more? ..less?

with him though... my indecision seemed to have diminished over time...

but that doesn't mean i'm a 100%.
on days like today... I question...
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the way you make me feel pretty much determines the way you're feeling about me...

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you can never trust men 100%...
but God...? ... God, you can always have faith in.

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